How did I get back here
Again dominated by fear
Constantly wondering if you are near
And if when I call it falls on deaf ears

I’ve been free before
There’s no joy anymore
It is choked out by my negative score
Tides of insecurity pull me far from shore

I’m treading water I can barely breathe
When will you bring me some relief
Waves of failure are overtaking me
I’m worn out and way too weak

I can’t save a person whose kicking and fighting
But one whose surrendered completely to my lead
You can’t save yourself when you quit trying
In my arms you will be set free from striving